Shades Apart

She holds too tight
underwater life
and paralyzed
her own mind
gets in the way
every time
I don't want to be dead and gone before i'm gone
She starts to shake
covers up her face
because it's all fake
all design
what can it take
to realize
Awake at night
nothing fits right
shut inside
dreams a life
doesn't make sense at all
in the world outside